Private Journal

We'll be Back Tomorrow

2011-12-06T03:33:00.001+08:00

Tonight, I got hurt terribly. I really don't know what to write right now because I'm still undeniably confused and wrecked. I just want to mark this night. This night just ain't no other because I was face-palmed with the truth I never ever wanted to hear from that person. But, thankfully, he finally found the courage to tell me everything he has been hiding for weeks already. I cried. I cried in front of him. I cried a lot in front of him. Honestly, I'm still in great shock with what just happened. In the first place, I did not see it coming. I really thought we were in good terms all these time. Turns out we were just pretending.

Maybe I expected too much from you. Maybe I spoiled you a bit. Maybe like this, maybe like that. We were probably rushing, engaging in things we should have not done. And soon, we were already building up grudges because of untold emotions. I just hope whatever happened tonight will serve as a moral to both of us. That someday, we will be able to accept reality; including all those things trapped between the two of us.

Although tonight was a terrible way of facing the truth, I still thank you for having the courage to spit it out. It could have been worse if it weren't tonight. And maybe, thank you for proposing another let's-start-all-over-again (for the nth time) stage. You're right; for our relationship to survive, we should first share mutual feelings - regardless of whatever relationship we will ever have. I really don't know what to expect from this; I'm not even sure if that's a hint of security. But, all I can do now is hope that everything's gonna be fine between us. If this is the only way for us to redeem ourselves, then I would gladly do it because contrary to your beliefs, you are more than worth it! And you're worth every risk. I've never mentioned it to you, but if you want the truth, then here it is. I will not deny it to you anymore.

It will be tough. We've been here already. It'll take time but I know I can still do this. If this is the cost we should both pay to forget all those bad things and start anew, then we should go through it. Whatever the outcome, I hope it would be the best for us. I trust your words so I'm going to hold on to them because, right now, they're all I have.

We should be back tomorrow with a brighter day ahead of us. I will surely miss you.

Teenage Moms

2011-11-28T00:43:00.001+08:00

Just an hour ago, a close friend of mine text-ed me out of nowhere. She said she was pregnant. Funny though, it seemed like I was the one who got positive because my heart suddenly tore apart and felt intense fear. I still remember that same friend telling me just a month ago that she'd been delayed for days already; and we were actually joking around saying she might be preggo. Boom! Turned out she really was! Well, let's not look deeper anymore. What's important is, definitely, there won't be any abortion whatsoever in consideration. So, hopefully, everything's gonna be just fine.

My point is, the news really scared the shit out of me. As my mother would say it, nilupad akong kalag! What if it was me? What if I suddenly got pregnant now? Will the sperm donor accept the responsibility slash consequence of his accidental donation of sperm? Or will he run away and deny the baby? Will we look into aborting the pup? Will I or will we or will he stop school given the unfortunate situation? How will we tell our parents about it? How will my own mother react? How about my father? He'd probably get a heart attack. What will my friends, best friends, frenemies, enemies, aunties, uncles, cousins, teachers, classmates, batchmates, etc. say? Bla bla bla and it goes on and on and on.

Honestly, I would probably abort it. At 18, I'm totally not ready for it - physiologically, psychologically not ready for it. But when I heard the news, the first thing I told her was to take care of herself and of the baby. I told her not to take pills that would put her pregnancy into danger; I told her not to abort the baby. I was scared for her, really. I was scared for myself too. It might happen to me. It might happen to anyone.

And for this, I'm looking into the possibility of practicing abstinence maybe until the time I'm ready to take full responsibility of myself. When it wouldn't hurt too much if the sperm donor might decide to run away; when I'm able to support the baby; when I won't get depressed with what might happen alongside the pregnancy; and when I'm not thinking of possibly aborting the baby anymore. And until then will I be able to say, I'm one mature lady capable of carrying her responsibilities and accepting the consequences of her actions.

I just hope, if it might really happen to me in the future, that my parents will embrace the situation - it's already there anyway; and that the man, the very rootcause of the baby bump, the soon-to-be father will not run away. Hell, it would take me my pride and courage to face the consequences so it wouldn't be fair enough if you'd decide to just leave me, would it? Afterall, it's still your half.

Simbako. No pregnancy will ever occur if safe sex is practiced! I hereby swear to my blog, with you, the reader, as the witness, that I will promote and practice safe(er) sex from now on. Therefore, IPASA ANG RH BILL. No really, let's just be careful.

Mindanao Week of Peace

2011-11-23T12:38:00.001+08:00

Uhm excuse me, Miriam College? Thank you so much for acknowledging, but we are already peaceful here in Mindanao. Will you please specify further what you really mean? Maybe you are just referring to Maguindanao or somewhere else but not Mindanao itself?

Geographically speaking, Mindanao is the southeastern most part of the Philippine archipelago and is the second largest island next to Luzon. Mindanao is in fact a very big island. With six regions namely: Caraga, Northern Mindanao, Zamboanga Peninsula, Davao Region, Autonomous Region of Muslim Mindanao (ARMM), SOCCSKSARGEN (Ref.: http://tagaloglang.com/The-Philippines/Geography/philippine-regions-in-mindan..., a number of provinces, and a bunch of cities and towns scattered elsewhere, I just thought that maybe you've mistaken Mindanao as a mere subdivision or something like that.

I myself have lived (and traveled) in Mindanao, particularly in Davao City, for 16 years and never did I ever experienced bombings, live beheading, gunshots, random kidnappings, or anything close to those things media has been apparently telling everyone on TV. Yes, there's still crime in our province, but saying Mindanao is actively engaging in war is just too generalized - and rather offending to those living at peace and serenity. And you know what's funnier about this absurd thing? Within just 2 years - no, actually, just 16 months of temporarily residing in Quezon City, Manila, I've already been hold-upped thrice; already experienced cramming up P9,000 worth of bills (intended for my tuition fees, etc.) into my bra because two men suddenly announced a hold-up in the bus I was in last year; saw people pounding marijuana leaves and stuffing them into rolled cigarette molds; punched at the head by a random person inside the UP campus; saw a frat/gang war at PhilCOA with guns involved; cheated by taxi drivers who still have the courage to ask extra tip from a student like me; approached by a random high person offering me to buy his newly snatched gold necklace; and even encountered drunk people throwing bottles at each other (in KNL). Still, media people who coincidentally are from Metro Manila say that Mindanao is such a dangerous place no one should even go there for vacation! Wow. Parang ang safe lang talaga ng Manila, ano? Nakakahiya naman po sa inyo. Karma niyo lang yan kaya scarce na ang resources niyo sa Luzon. Hell to you because here in Mindanao, we have everything we need and we don't even need your help! Food, check! Water, check! Outstanding leaders, check! What more can we ask for?

So please, don't generalize. Mindanao is a very vast area and most of it is really at peace.

PS: Here's a related post from a representative of Davao City, Mabel Sunga Acosta. http://davaocitynews.blogspot.com/2011/11/what-phl-media-should-not-say-about... and she's totally undeniably a hundred percent correct at all angles.

Pacman Culture

2011-11-22T23:58:00.001+08:00

I was watching the TV news just a while ago and I was a bit of annoyed with what it had for me tonight. To tell you honestly, I haven't been watching the TV lately because I've finally realized that there's more to life outside the house than just sitting in front the big screen. So, why was I watching it earlier? I had no choice, actually. I (and a friend of mine) was on the bus on our way home.

One segment of the news, particularly GMA News, was dedicated to the much celebrated Manny Pacquiao - that he was unable to achieve his goals in his recent fight with Marquez; that he and his family has been doing very well with all their riches; that their status now has been lifted just like that.

All I can say is: SHUT UP! You may think that I'm just jealous with what they have but I tell you, my friend, NO. No, I am not jealous and never will. I know exactly what they have and I know the consequences. Yes, I know they have money, it's pretty obvious, but not everybody knows the other side of the story.

It's just so sad that media would preferably refer Manny as the new era hero of the Philippines. Of course, I am very proud of him because we are of the same nationality. Who wouldn't be proud anyway? But, this publicity, this is just too much! Too much that many of us, especially those who are blinded with his stupid million dollar boxing career, think that he is one heck of an important person to the extent that his boxing matches are labelled as Laban ng Bayan. Fuck you, Manny! Your laban is not our laban. There are plenty of things worthier of that title, you know. Your laban isn't even close to a national event. We ain't sharing the punches; we ain't sharing the blood; the stitches; the pain; the possibility of developing cauliflower ears, a detached retina, and a degenerative disease called dementia; and most importantly, we ain't sharing your money, right? Do we receive compensation? No. So why say that your laban is a Laban ng Bayan? You even had the guts to run as a government representative in your hometown. Too bad you actually fooled the people with your under construction hospital, etc. You're not even a graduate of a degree related to political sciences! You really did think you can manage to run a government with just a crash course, didn't you?

You are not a hero, Manny. You will never be worth a National Hero; so please, just stop it. Stop saying you are. You are merely a sports icon and that's it! No more no less. And if you may, quit the congressman thing, okay? Find your rightful place because you do not belong there! Honestly, I admire you. I admire your sportiness; but shame on you. Shame, shame!

To the media: please carefully filter the words you are using. This is not the first time you've been exaggerating things and it's bothering already. It may not to you but it is to me (and probably to many people too, specifically to the knowledgable bright ones). And I assure you, this is not the last entry for you. I will be back; slowly but surely, I will open the eyes of those whom you've deceived.

CODENAMES PART TWO

2008-07-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

NO EARTHQUAKES!? grabe. nag july 19 na lang. wala parin. haha :)) well. thank God wala nga. magtuloy-tuloy parin ang aming mga buhay. that means, tuloy parin ang pag gawa ng assignments :)) nyahahaha. okay. after ko mag pahinga sa blogging. heto na talaga ang PART TWO sa CODENAMES. :)

*NOTE: hindi ko lagi ginalibak sila lahat. ginalibak yan sila ng iba kong mga friends. DILI AKO. haha :D waaa. well. may iba na ginalibak ko, pero HINDI SILA LAHAT. parang apat lang sa kanila ang ginalibak ko.. OKAY!? as APAT lang. kasali na yan doon sa CODENAMES PART ONE. waaa. :D seee. inosente ako. haha.

anyways. here it goes:

miller - okay. ito xa kay plastik DAW. ginahate xa ng kanyang mga kasama kc ginapalabas niya na mayaman daw sila. tapos trying hard daw na tao. tas KIA. tska competetive daw.

hair - uhm. hahah :)) HILAS daw kaayo. mahangin ang all. pero friends kami. haha. ok lang man xa for me. ewan lng sa ibang tao na ginahate xa. ahaha.

wine - waaa. okay. si wine kay suuuuper competetive. pero dili ni siya si JM. :)) hahaha. okay. akala niya magaling xa sa lahat pero hindi pala. hahah :)) minsan, ayaw ko sa kanya. waaa.

trail - okay. kani xa hate nako xa sauna. pero sauna ra :)) friends nami. okay. xa, KIA. tas feeling niya xa pinaka gwapo and all. LUOD daw xa. :)) anyways. feeler bitaw xa. hahaha.

PLDT - HAMBOGERA. period. pero friends kami. ewan bat sabi nila na hambogera xa.

door - haha :) pinaka obvious ito. hmm. sige gawin kong hindi obvious. clue: "kapag mahangin ang kapaligiran, alam mong siya's malapit lamang". yan ha. KLARO NA NA KAAYO! :)) there's something in the air that makes you say "EEEWWW. SI DOOR!"

thailand - haha :) IGAT NGA LALAKI. tanga and all. ambot :)) walang comon sens.

winamp - :)) grabe. to the highest level DAW ang pagka tanga. :)) girl ni xa. feeling niya crush xa ng mga guys na nasa paligid niya. pero frends gud kami. lingaw gani xa! ahha. :)

review - weeee. marami raw naga libak sa kanya sa dorm. makainis na raw xa. pero lingaw xa para sa akin. wahaha. sabi ng mga nakausap ko, silent viyatch daw xa. (dili gud! haha)

.. yan :) part two. hahaha. gusto nio ng part three?? :)) hahaha. joke. hahaha. ka unhappy ko ngayon ba. :)) haha. kaintense ng feeling. alam ko na may TAO jan na may gustong sabihin sa akin. (pleasseee. mag salita ka na. katagaaaal ko nang naghintay na sabihin mo sa akin!! waaa. kaklaro sa iyong actions and words na may gusto kang sabihin pero hindi mo masabi. IGAT KA! : mag away jud ta ba.) haha :D anyways. there is a huge part of me na naga wish na SANA NAG EARTHQUAKE NA LANG :( ang maka gets, bright ka nga bata. :)) haha.

'till next time, dude.

MER GRANDE :)

2008-07-15T19:46:00.008+08:00

okay. katuwaan lang :) idescribe ko sila. yang mga tao na nag punta sa party :) hahaha :D okay. :D weeee. this is fun :D hahaha :)) sorry ha, evil baya ko :D cge. here it goes...

che - my birthday party / victory party :D okay. nag candle blowing ako. haha. red aking candles. weee. juniors man daw :)) hindi ko na idescribe sarili ko :)) hahaha. naka green ako :) hahaha. addu PE shirt. waaaa. how sad. pangkaligo na lang. haha :) sorry :D

eula - eula. hmm. naka pink na stripes si eula. ayun, hindi xa naka ligo sa pool kc wala xang bathing suit. pero naligo xa sa dagat :) ooh yeaah. vain kaayo. pero hindi ko maxadong narining boses nya that time. hahaha :)) nag one-two-three pass pala kami sa morning :)) weee. tas nag takas kami nina nyka at eula, nag punta kami restaurant kay naay french fries dito ila mama. haha :)

nyka - nyka. nag suot ng blue na skirt/shorts sa dagat. :)) hahaha. itum na daan, nangitum ug samut. nakaligo xa sa pool because of hannah's help. oy nyka pag thank you pud! tama. si bella pala ito xa. tapos ang edward niya si JESMARRRR. :)) hahahaha. nice couple. LOVEKNOTSS :)) uuuy. baka totohanan na yan ha. OH MY GRASS, dili jud ko musugot.!! :)) hahaha.

jvc - okay. sabi ng parents ko mabait daw si jvc kc nag bantay daw xa ng cottage. weee. tapos, hindi ako sure kung naligo ba talaga xa. hindi ko na pansin. basta ang alam ko, nag bantay lang xa. (parang gidugo ata si jvc kc hindi xa naka ligo :)) hahahah joke lang.) naka stripes xa na brown.. yeaaah. :)) hahaha.

sm - wee. si sm. hmm. sabi nya, nag regret daw xa kc naligo xa :)) hahaha. naka red si sm. tapos nag swimming trunks ata xa sa pool (kc sanay na lagi daw xa. waaa. GO SWIMMERS) hahaha. slide slide din si sm sa mergreande. wahahaha :)) para kaming mga bata.

jesmar - BEST FRIEND. ayan. kapalit xa ni JM. :)) hahaha. grabe ituuuum kaayo si jesmar. naka black nun si jesmar. hahaha :)) grabe si jesmar, naa xa sa tanang pictures namo. masking katong mga stolen pics, naa xa. its either xa ang naka focus OR naa xa sa background. YUCK VAIN. :)) hahaha. masama baya si jesmar. ewwwish. :))

chino - CHINOIGAT. hahaha. anyways. kapuy describe ng color ng kanilang gisuot. sige. si chino. may SCANDALOUS picture sa pool. eewish. :)) hahahaha. naa xay paigat nga pic. waaa. :)) lingaw kaayo. nag topless pa jud siya sa pool. awwww. HOOT! hahaha. hoy igat!! haha. grabe si chino. nag dive KUNNO. tas nag sirena swim xa, unya na pakog iyang ulo sa salog sa pool. da!! sirena sirena pa man gud!! hahahaha.

lora - uuyyy. si LORA. alam ko, happy xa nung saturday. :)) weeee. ehem* ehem*. dahil siguro sa DARE OR DARE namin :)) hahahaha. go lora. wee. nag bantay baya xa sa cottage. parang di rin ata xa naligo? ewan. pero parang nung lunch time kay naligo daw ata sila.? di ako sure. waaa :)

jezreel - JEZREEEELLL. uyyy. niadto xa. :) hahaha. I LOVE JEZREEL :) hmm. siya ang parating ginapag tripan sa dare. waaa. sila aldrin man gud ba :)) hahaha. ambot. weeee. tapos, lingaw sa open forum. waaa. pero bawal ako mag spill. sorry, you should have been there :D

kim - one word. IGAAAAAT.!!! hahaha :)) joke lang kim.. pero jokes are half meant.. so dalawang jokes yun para one whole meant na.. waaa. okay. naga yaw yaw ako :)) hahaha :)) si kim.. nag BACKLESS. wala xay gidala na back, front lang. joooke. :)) waaaa. anyways. daghan kaayo sila pictures ni JIHAD. eeewish. hahaha :)) igat ka!! hahaha.

maxine - weee. lingaw kaayo si maxine. gilabay xa sa dagat. :)) hahaahah. uuy. nag two-pis siya sa pool. hahaha. sexy lagi daw si maxine. ayaw mo angal. BIKINI BABE baya na xa ha! haha :) sabaan nga bata. haha. pero lingaw!! waaa.

jo - hahaha :) half daw lang si JO nun. tsk. bakit? waaa. sinundo na ata siya ng mama niya. suya xa wala xa sa among group picture. hahaha :)) da! ngano bitaw hawa ug early. hahaha. JO, next time na pud!. hahaha. grabe! VAIN KA! hahaha. daghaaaaaaan kaayog pics si JO. pero naa pay mas daghan niya, si jesmar :)) hahaha.

angel - weee. si angel. naka adto! hahaa. half day lang din xa kc birthday ng lola niya na nasa GenSan pa. so kelangan pa niya mag travel and all. pero fotografer namin xa dun. hahaha. naligo pud xa. weee. lingaw kaayo. :)) sabi pa ng mama ko, "sino yung babae na may professional camera?" char gel. profexonal na ka! hahaha.

chia - CHIAAA. wala lang. hahaha :)) grabe ang itim ni chia ba!!. waaa. naligo rin xa!! wohooo. hahaha. uyy. may pic baya si chia na naka smile xa :)) uuuyyy. FIRST TIME. hahaha. vain na xa. wahaha. go chia!!. tama, si chia pala nag dala ng kanin namin!! haha. salamat chia ha!! waaaa. :)) at may pic sila na titanic ni liana :)) hahaha,. lingaw gud un.

liana - si liana, half day lang din. kc may early curfew xa. tsk tsk. sayang, namiss niya ang open forum. hehehe :) nag dala sin si liana ng kanin!! wahahaah :)) tska naligo xa pero sandali lang talaga.. after nun, nag stop na xa. tsk. waaa. :)) pero lingaw parin. hahaha. kahit early xa umalis, lingaw japun! especially sa dagat. waaa.

mary - NINA!! wala lang. hahaha. sosyal kaayo. nag restaurant jud. hahaha. tsk tsk. sayang kc bawal xa mag beach. lingaw pa naman sana dun sa beach. ayun, sa pool na lang muna sila. kasama sina caithline, fatima at tata. waaa. :)

caith - caithline!! haha. nagtawag jud iyang mama sa akong mama atong friday. waaa. akala ng mama niya kung anong party. hahaha. GO CAITH!. tas habang naga tawag mama niya, naga chat kami ni caith. haha :D nag pool lang si caith nung saturday. tsk tsk. sayang din di sila naka dagat. waaaa. :))

fati - fatima!!! hahaha. sama rin sila nina caith sa pool. sinamahan nila si nina kc allergic man si nina sa dagat. wohoo. tama, hindi sila naka sama sa open forum.. tsk tsk. sayaaaang!! kc mga 4pm, umalis na sila. tsk. sayang jud. wahahaha :)) pero, anyways, lingaw parin!!

tata - TEYTAH!! wala lang. hahaha :)) uuyyy. naligo ang GODESS OF BEAUTY. hahaha :)) cute kaayo si tata aton saturday. wahhaha. wala lang. nag share lang ko.. :)) pero kadali lang pud sila. tsk. sayang, burag wala siya kaabot sa open forum. waaa.

czam - weeee. si czam. kadali lang pud ata si czam. hmm. wala ata xa naka abot sa open forum. parang sabay sila uwi nina caithline? di ako sure. haha :)) naligo din si czam sa dagat!! waahaha. lingaw kaayo. sige lang mi panyagit sa dagat. tas nag anak anakay kami. wahaha. ka loser ko baya. dakpan dayon. tas, VIVA SIT ON THE WATER! hahaha. wala lang.

hani - haniiii. weeee. nakaabot na jud si hani sa open forum.. wohooo. sweet kaayo sila ni SM. ehem*. hahaha:)) naligo mi. weee. wala xa naligo ug pool. natulog lang si hani sa bench. :)) hahaha. pero nangitom japun xa. hahaha.

micah - micah SEXYYY. char ha. hahaha :)) kini. naligo jud ni the whole day. wahaha :)) lingaw lingaw. hahaha. to the max kaayo. waaa. lingaw din sa open forum. hahah :)) si micah sexy kaayo atong saturday :)) wahahaha. GO MICAH.

mariel - weee. si mariel! lingaw kaayo. hahaha :)) naligo din xa sa dagat. wahaha. lingaw kaayo si mariel. weee. photographer din namin si mariel. espexally yung time na nagaon na mi ug lunch. haha :)) GO MARIEL.!!

alexis - hahaha. si alexis nangitom!! hahaha. naligo si alexis sa pool at dagat. wohooo. sexy kaayo sya sa pool. char kaayo!!. uuuyyy *EHEMCHINGEHEM* ching daw.. hahaha :)) nag date sila ni ching :) *ahem. :))

lua - luaaaa. wala lang. hahaha. lingaw kay andun din mama nya. :)) "mom, this is JVC" uuyyy. iba na yan ha. :)) hahahaha. grabe. sexy kaayo si lua sa pool. SPEEDO :)) hahaha. GO LUA!! sa saturday ha!? waaa. :D

grace - HAHAHA. si grace. okay. nag two-pis pud si grace. (kaya may nag VIOLENT REACTION. AHEM*) hahaha. sexy kaayo si grace. tas aso niya si charles. :)) whahaha. go sa loveteam niyo! wahahaha. lingaw kaayo sa dagat :)) hahaha. cge lang tawa si grace. :))

charles - speaking of which, si charles ang aso ni grace. :)) hahaha. grabe. naligo pud si charles sa dagat ug pool. grabe kaayo, JIHAD na kaayo xa karon.. as in darkness. :)) hahahaha. GO CHARLES!]

jasper - IGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTT!!!! grabe. nag hug sila ni JIHAD. OMSHI. dili nako to gina expect. as in! nag hug back pud xa ato ba!!! IGAAAT KAAAYO.. hahaha. HOOOT baya si per sa dagat! toplesss.whooow. tas naa pa jud si LEOR didto. lipay kaayo si PER. eeewwish. igat.. :)) hahahaha. late baya niabot.

michael - dadi mc! wahaha :)) naligo sa dagat ug pool. lingaw kaayo. waaaa. sige lang sila slide slide sa pool. :)) hhahaha. GO SA INYUHANG TANAN!!! sayang, wala si edsel. waaa. abi jud baya nako muadto si edsel uie. tsk. wahahah :)) tama diay, TOPLESS si michael sa pool. hahahah :)) SEXYY!!

tame - uuuyy, may nahappy dahil nag punta si tame. hahaha :)) grabe, nangitum si tame.. hahah:)) nag videoke baya to sila atong nag pool na mi.. kauban nila si chuck :)) whahaha. yeah. weird. pero yeah.. true xa. haha:)) grabe, katung nag lunch na mi, ligo japun sila sa dagat. hahah. mao na ituuuum kaayo. haha. 'YO NIGAAS!!

pauli - uuuy si pauli.. sexy kaayo sa beach :)) ahahahaha. grabe, nag videoke sila sa hapon. nilinog gud! hahaha. joke lang pauli. waaa :) astig kaayo si pauli ato. waahaha. pero gamay lang pics namo sa iyaha. hahah :)) basi daw ma expose ang beauty. char! haha.

gella - weeee. si gella kay naligo rin sa dagat. tas sama din xa kina pauli na nag videoke. haha :)) GO GELLA! research mate baya nako xa sa second year. haha :D wee. lingaw. haha. :)) naa pud siya sa open forum. waaa. :))

barbie - haha!! si barbie!! nag kanta sa videokehan! hoooo! grabe na ito. hahaha :)) NI GUHO ANG KALIBUTAN!!! hahaha. joke lang barbs. hahaha. uuy, siya baya si SAN CHAY ha. naa man gud F4 sa amoa. :)) hahahah :))

edel - hahah!!! si edelll. HOOOT kaayo. TOPLESSSS. grabe. hahaha :)) pero wala gud nako na hear iyang voice sa open forum :)) hahahaa. EHEM* ngano kaya noh? hahaha :)) sige lang snorkel si edel sa beach ba.. ngano kaya?? hahaha. (nanilip ka edel noh!? joke. hahaha). naa baya sila pic ni chuck ha. :)) hahaha.

chuck - uuuy si chuck. naay pic na LOOKS thin daw xa... :)) hahahahah. grabe ba. dili jud mahubo ang shirt ni chuck sa beach kay nidikit jud sa iyang skin.. hahah :)) HOOOT kaayo si chuck.. sayang wala kakita ang uban. hahaha. uuy! may cute baya yun xa na pic :)) wahaha. bday gift niya sa akoa :]] oooh. hahaha. :))

phillipe - nanguban gud mga igsuon ni philippe!! hahaha :)) pero wala sila nangaligo. diba philippe!?!?! wahahaha. uuuyy. HOOOOTT kaayo si philippe. char. DO THE PHILIP DANCE!! hahahaha :))

hannah - hannaaah!! wala lang. hahaha. half day lang din si hannah. hindi xa naka abot sa open forum. hahaha :)) pareho kami ni hannah, nag sapaw ug bathing suit. waaa :)) hindi na rin xa naligo sa pool. naging camera woman na lang xa.. BENCH WARMERS! hahah :)) kasama niya si hani dun sa mga benches tabi ng pool. weee. :)

janyn - janynnnn!!! hahahah :)) kataw-anan kaayo si janyn. waaaa:)) grabe. nag pool at nag dagat. haha :)) nag itoooom si janyn. wahaha:)) oy janyn!! SPF 185 baya atong sun block ha!? nganong nagitom man ta!?!? hahaha. WALA'Y EPEK!! fake man to oyy.. hahaha :))

inah - weee. si inah :)) hahaha. naka abot si inah sa open forum. hahaha. lingaw sa dare or dare kay gina iwasan ng mga lalaki si inah :)) hahahaha. bakit yun?? hahahah :)) GO INAH! takot lahat ng boys sayo. grabe. nawala gud si jezreel ato. tas nidagan si JVC ug si chuck :)) hahahaha. anong meron kay inah at natakot sila ? hahaha :)) GO INAH!

aaron - uuuy. early bird gyud ni si aaron. 6:30 pa DAW, naa na xa didto sa gate. grabe adiiik. :)) hahaha. sa reunion namin, xa din nauna :)) hahaha. GO BFF! hahaha. HOOOT kaayo si aaron. topless sa beach. char kaayo. DO THE AARON DANCE!!!! (naga measure lagi daw siya ng waves uy!! hahahaha) haha :))

jihad - JIHAAADDD. hahaha. isa lang masasabi ko, IGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTT KAAAA!!!! :)) ay dalawa na lang sabihin ko... ito dagdag : JASPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! :))

patrick - hahaha. si patrick.. grabe.. HOOOOTT :)) hahahaha. hunk lagi daw si patrick uie. wahaha :)) uy patrick, mag ingat ka. :)) hahaha :)) naka abot pala si patrick sa open forum :)) haha. LAST DANCE HA?!!? bantay lang. 600 nako!! buwahahaha.

joshua - sabi ng bro ko "ate, luod lagi ang paa atong lalaki ate? naunsa man to xa?" hahahah!! . naligo man gud ba. :)) grabe, sa beach, sa part na hindi ko na maabot ang sand, naka tindog japun si ching. pa-O kaayo iyang height:)) hahaha. sa pool jud. :)) gamay kaayo ang pool for him. haha :)) lingaw din kay nag date sila ni ALEXIS... AHEM*. hahahaha :))

jb - JB... HOOOOTT :)) hhahahahah. daghan kaayo xag pics nga naka pose xa.. pero, stolen shot pa jud!! :)) hahahaha. grabe. itum na xa daan, nagitum pa jud ug samooot! hahaha :)) GO JB!

enzo - DO THE ENZO DANCE!! hahaha. grabe xa ba. sige xa sayaw sa pool. kataw-anan kaayo xa tingnan. the whole time talaga xa naga sayaw. asss innn!!! kahit naga usap usap gud kayo, nag sayaw japun xa :)) hahaha. tama diay! sa beach, nabaguhan si enzo. namula ang ilong!! hahaha :)) sa pool gud, pag dating ni enzo sa tubig, nabawasan gud ang tubig! gisuyop sa iyang ilong. hahah :)) joke lang MO! :))

leor - LEOOORR. naay stolen pic si leor na HOOOT xa tanawun.. TANAWUN lang :)) hahahaha. joke lang leor.. grabe, wala nay total whiteness :)) kay si leor, nangitom na :)) haha. TAN IS THE NEW IN THING! wahahaha. AHEM.* lingaw sa open forum. *AHEM. :))

aldrin - ALDRIIIN! hahaha. grabe si aldrin!! MACHO!! char kaayo. hahah :)) uuy, nagbago ka na tlga alds. weee. xa nag pray sa end ng day. :D tnx alds :) hehehe. waaa. sa open forum! haha :D lingaw yun na part. :D waaaa. si aldrin din, nangitim!! hahaha. GO PARTY ANIMALS!!! hahah :))

.... wahaha. kalingaw talaga nung day na yun :) weeeee... :D THE BEST PARTY I'VE BEEN TO!! GRABE :D and thanks sa inyong lahat for making it the best :) grabe. 47 tayo! more than half of the batch :) sana may next time ulit!! haha. I LOVE YOU GUYS.!!

CODENAMES PART ONE

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so, you think you know every one? THINK AGAIN :)) hahaha.

kilala nyo na si AMPALAYA , QUEEN , PRINCESS , CHONA , FETER , G , SIZZLE , SHORTS , BRASTAP , LOLA , JEY , SUGAR BABY , ETC. ETC. ngayon , may iintroduce na naman ako :)) kalingawan lang . after ko mag survey sa mga tao , nalaman ko na marami pala talagang ginalibak na pipol. especially sa among batch :)) hahahaha. HAHAHA :)) so, dahil bored ako, mag gawa na lang ako ng codenames sa kanila..

*NOTE: ang mga descriptions nila dito kay galing sa mga different sources ko. :)) hahaha. yung iba kay galing sa observations ko :D waaa. :)

AUBREY : si aubrey, joker daw yan xa. pero ginalibak daw xa ng mga kasama niya kc maxadong joker na raw. tas minsan mag joke raw na wala sa lugar.

DISNEY : maingay daw maxado. tska may sumthing sa kanya [physically] na ayaw ng mga tao.. di ko gets bat xa ginalibak. friends baya kami. waaa :)

LIQUID : pa-O daw.

TREE : fake ang boobs. naga suot xa ng maxadong malaking bra, klaro kaayo kc obvious na naa pay space. tapos sabi ng mga tao, igat daw xa. [mafeel ko rin na igat xa] sige lang daw xa papansin sa mga tao. especially sa classroom nila. tska sabi ng kanyang barkada, maxado raw xang materialistic.

GREEN : ito xa, hate ko :)) haha. dati pa. maxado xang nakakahurt ng feelings. tas naga sabi xa ng sumting pangit about us pero hindi nya alam na yung bad things na yun kay meron din pala xa. papansin rin xa na bata. clue: dahlia dati :D haha.

BRASTRAP : wala lang. iemphasize ko lang na fake-ish ang boob-ish niya. tapos dati, nakabangga niya isang guy, nag invaginate ang kanyang bra. mag dipression sa tunga :)) hate ko rin xa kc taka taka lang xa sabi ng mga words. ndi nya alam na nahurt kami nung sinabi nya yun. XA KAYA MAG SAYAW NA NAAY KANDILA UG MABUAK NGA BASO SA ULO! feeler xa.

NOODLES : okay ito weird. plastic raw xa. wahaha. di ko alam kng bakit. pero plastic DAW. mabait gud xa sakin :)) haha. pero maraming ayaw sa kanya. gilibak xa kanina. waaa.

THRILL : well. nag self invite xa for my bday :)) hahaha. kahit KKB KKU POTLUCK kami, feeler japun xa. kadaghang nag self invite ba!!

SHREK : nag self invite. feeler. KIA kaayo. burag kinsa. fyi, lalaki diay ni si shrek.

okay, may isali ako na lower class.
LOVELY : biyatch nga bata. peno sa ilang batch unya pervert kaayo. palaban sa lola. feeler kaayo xa. sige lang xa sumbong. kc i-IR man sana namin xa, tas gisumbong niya kami sa lola nya! sabi niya sa lola nya, kami raw nangaway sa kanya. FEELER BITCH! tska everytime mo makita mukha niya, LUOD kaayo. xa pinaka hate ko sa lower years.!

okay ka batch ko nanaman.
BALL : si ball ang pinaka FEELER sa among batch. nag dare xa na sabihan ang isang girl na "i know you have feelings for me". BAGA XAG FACE! grabe. kaplastic rin niya. ever.

CAKE : ito xa. akala niya sexy xa. xa pinaka plastic na tao sa aming batch. AS IN. kung mag lakad gud xa, as if xa reyna sa kalibutan. basta. feeler kaayo xa. tska kala niya kagaling niya mag kanta and all. waaaa. :)) batig dagway. :)) hahaha.

oy. RON sa ko be :) hahaha. di na ako maka resist :))

PS : kahappy ko pala ngayong day :)
whole day ko nakikita aking REAL CRUSH. take note, REAL. hindi FAKE :)) hahahaha. HAHAHAHA. kahappy ko talaga :D weeee. tska last day ko na ito sa pagiging 14 year-old girl. BIRTHDAY KO NA BUKAS!! WOHOO!! excited na talaga ako for JULY 12, 2008. shetness!! hahaha. [masuya na ang masuya! haha :)) BYE JP. WAHAHA :))] tska sayang wala sila darlenigat :)) hahaha. tsk. REGALO KO HA!?!!?! hahahaha. :)) sige RON muna ako :)

I LOVE THIS DAY :)
♥